My life in jc.

Okay i m in serangoon jc. It's nothing to be proud of and i know it. People tell me that how things turn out depends on your perspective so I m trying to give myself some time and space. I dont adapt well to changes. okay how do i say this? i have a comfort zone where i belong and feel happy in and i don't like to be pushed out of it yet i m currently roaming outside this specified area. I m lost and worried.