babblings ramblings

oh gosh is it that blogger cant work or is it my computer? i cant seem to get the homepage of blogger to appear properly. sigh. tml going back ta school.. nyjc. i feel sorta lost i mean i m not sure if i will be able to fit into my class la.. its like so weird. i mean the people there are friendly but i dont really know if we are on the same saide of the coin. Grace i miss u leh. no one to talk crap with me le.. sigh. kit also not in the same class as me. but got vincent and adeline ximin people la. but i miss the people in sr- namely shirleen peiyi and grace. sigh. they make school worth looking forward to. now? the people i usually hang out with are not in my class. wth?but i m keeping the faith cos i think that ...
Everything happens for a reason.
tml there's judo practice. i havent even learn the basic moves and now must learn even more includong cartwheels!!! wth?? how how? and for the information i can turn hor just not properly. sigh. i realised that i sigh alot in this entry but i m scared!!!
what if i cannot fit in with my class??
what if i suck at judo?
what if......
oh darn i really miss my xinmin classmates now so many of them i wanna give a shout out to... there's jade jing and hui!! also there's grace and kitson. and of course the band people! (weisheng and co, jingxian, felicia, chernwei, yingxin, hanyong, weiqin...etc!!) so many!! xianglin they all and the mahjong clan, the teachers!!! oh gosh thinking aboout it makes me feel so... sigh. i miss them all.