i need to let it all out!!!

i m so 1*beep*2 confused!! wth??? what do i want??? i dont know how i can fit into my class in nanyang!!! i still feel out of place and i really really miss xinmin and serangoon esp the people there!!! gosh.
i m depressed. yes i am. and i am rarely depressed. so pardon me i just need ta let it all out or i will crumble. maybe i need time? i dont knwo. i really dont. i just want to like scrape through this two years and make it to the university and back into my comfort zone. i dont wanna be in a bad mood but i feel as though i have been pushed out of my comfort zone...
but i m trying my very best to stay optimistic.
My world is what i make of it and not the other way around...
keeping the faith... =)