rushing rushing rush

hello lost the zeal/ spark i had over the last week. i am not upset just lost some ok most of the europhia that i experienced :) but its all finee some things that i bothered about in the past dont seem to be that important anymore cos Jesus is me. haha suddenly so holy but i m now la cant deny that.
wanted to change my blogskin. looks so uncomfortable cos it does not seem to be in sync with my thoughts no more. but the whole thought of having to go online and serach for blogskins at www.blogskins.com just sucks la. all the ah lian ones i have to go through all the "I Lub you" and "i m thinkin of u u thinkin of me" just sucksssss!! and yes i am lazy!!!!
today sat "Ba wang Che" (means i sat on the bus without paying) LOL so funny quite Malu also la. must stop that. somemore take for one stop so pathetic. Cos it was Raining mah den i dont wanna walk home hehs. Lazy again!!!! at this rate i think i will need alot of money to sustain my laziness. any one wanna donate?!
~better than life!~