Jesus i place my life in you

hello. here i am after the meet the parents meeting. it was okay lah not as bad as i expected at least jeeve didnt say anything majorly bad about me :) all she said was that i am easily distracted. oh wells.
that aside i love my mom i really do. she really understands me and i really thank god for her being beside me. i try to be the best daughter i can because of mom. she is the one thing thhat keeps me from going astray. i really love her.
i hate it when you try to tell me what to do. i hate it i really do. i m seventeen for god's sake i know what i am doing. you are so much older than me yet i feel that you are more screwed up then me. its so bloody OBVIOUS who is right and who isnt.
anyways depressing stuff aside I WILL WORK HARDER! i really will! i dont know about attending church though. i dont wanna risk anything at this point in time. lets play it low key til after promos? i dont know what to do!
i am gonna pray to god and ask him for help. i knew that this would happen just not so soon or badly. is my faith still in the right place i dont know i really dont.
~ keep me safe in a crazy world~