costraphobic?

AhhhhHhh! hellos. Costraphobic (is that how it is spelt?) i need space. i need time. Warning: strangely serious entry ahead BEWARE! if in super good mood should refrain from reading. okay maybe not. just random totally random. very looney and random. might not be able to follow my train of thoughts.

i think i m losing steam already. cant seem to blog fully of my day and thoughts. i either lose steam at my thoughts part or at my day part. damm! must be the cukoo workload. Note to self: only reason that i am having a crazy workload is the fact that i am never puntual with my work especially maths!!! urghs.

somethings that happened today got me thinking. thinking about alot of things. thinking about life as a whole. about self reflection.

another random thought: i dont think what you're doing is correct i have already told you. stop it! stop making use of people even as your friend i have to tell you this. it has gotten out of hand and it will continue to do so. just stop it all and for once, just once rely on your own hard work will you for just once!? sheesh. and oh yes, i wish you'll be a better person. dont push the borders pls. i am totally detached TOTALLY.

on a lighter note, i am making some form of headway into my revision. is it too late already? nono!!! persevere eileen!!!

Just watched PRIDE. oh my oh my!! **swoons** takuya kimura!!!! need i say more??? the show is damm good. so different from the usual kind of sappy weepy korean shows i watch. Its super duper good okay. long time since i have been so crazy over a jap show. :) i am a happy girl.

thou shall not let tiny things throw me off course.
thou shall aim to be a better person altogether.