maybe just mayve...

maybe we both have changed. maybe things are just not how they were. maybe just maybe we are now on different roads in life. i dont know dont ask me. i m feeling so lost. maybe we were too close for our own good. yet i cant help wishing hoping that things will go back to the way they were. am i thinking too much? have i lost it? maybe all the hope that i placed in it was just a waste of time. maybe i viewed u as a more important segment in my life than how you viewed me. maybe just maybe one day things will return to how they were. maybe one day in god's grace i will stop feeling everything i am feeling now. but for now, i know that i should not have held so much hope. it hurts when u choose to turn to others instead of me. i dont even know what to think now. i pray that things will go back to the way they were yet a silent voice tells me that it may not be possible. MAY.

but i beileve that god allows everything to happen for a reason. he has a plan for me. something which i have not yet found but i know that i will learn in time.