Thinking is healthy :)

Thinking is healthy haha or so i think lah. bought a new ring today!! muahahaha shit i should stop spending so much money. :) entry about me going to church today!

went to church today and for some strange reason after all the stacking in my brain on what i wanted to ask god for it became reduced to ONE sentence. i prayed with heart ( or maybe less heart?) i asked god only for ONE thing. i prayed to god ask him to draw me closer to him and believe in the plans he has for me.
Jeramiah 29:11
For know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and future.
there seems to be so much we need from god as human beings the list never seems to end. so now i realised all i ask from Him is just to bring me closer to him, to make me a better person and believe in Him so that he may use me to spread the word of god and do His work. that is all i ask.

i honestly believe that god lets everything happen for a reason. He will never let us suffer if we dont sin. Just like how our parents will never harm us, i guess that analogy seems to be ample. and i remember jiamin and xinhui telling me to leave things in the hands of god, especially problems because there is only so much mortal hands can do and usually the more we try to make things right we well, worsen it. i believe that he has a plan for me a plan that i may not know of as yet but it will come to light in due time.

i cant say i have completely placed my entire trust and life in him but i am trying and learning but i guess it will take time and alot of constant faith along the way. i have always had a cerain perception but now i am trying to change it, its difficult but i shall try. some day i shall overcome all barriers for the Lord is with me.

The Lord keeps me safe in a crazy world.