hmmm....

sitting on my bed now at about one am PLUS blogging this entry when i should be either 1) sleeping or 2) studying. but being eileen (yes me) i am neither doing the above of what i should do. spend some time blog hopping just now and read MEL's blog. from which i got two things. ONE: i may have Alzhemier (whatever the pelling) TOUCH WOOD. the symptoms seem strangely familiar. lethargic (i dont like to exercise, i m a major couch potatoe), forgetfull ( WHO LOSES TWO HANDPHONES IN A ROW??!! me....) haha okok and the second thing that kinda sparked me off a.k.a got me thinking is about love. i wanna fall in love or so i think....

a love that may be sad (at times ONLY all the time than must be something wrong already right) but WILL MUST 100% PASTE STAMP have a HAPPY ending not like those korean drama weepy ending. not NOT those stupid sad endings that makes me go" HUH than like that what for go with him in the first place huh?!" yes must (copyright melissa) "SHAKE MY WORLD" like duh? but must shake finish than return to the original way (stabalize) it is supposed to be --- HAPPY!!! (^______^)

it is so weird how like in your mind you tell yourself i want THIS this this and that in a guy but when love comes around it just throws eveything out of place. wah how come i sound like i know ar? but i never actually fallen in love. no idea what it is or what it feels like lah. that's why i wanna fall in love but i am quite cynical. i dont believe it when someone (a.k.a my boyfriend if i should have one) tells me" i love u forever" i will laugh i tell you! hello! later breakup that time he can go bang his head on the wall for saying that lah. like see some of my friends date and it is so amazing what a guy can say when he is so called "in love". LOL i am not vert good at expressing how i feel also i guess. cannot imagine having to like care ("love") someone like as though my world revolves around him. For my friends and family anything also can my boyfriend...er... see first lah.

AND DONT EVER QUOTE ME SAHKESPEARE! my god... the thought of my lit teacher's measure for measure pretty much speaks for itself. moreover, chances are i will have NO IDEA what you are saying judging from my understanding in shakepeare from MEASURE FOR MEASURE.

so after saying all that i dont know what i want already lah. shit. just a nice guy with a nice heart maybe? and presentable looking? HA! i dont know!!! or maybe Mr super hot bod? (if got most liekly is gay i tell you) mr got money?( NONONONO this one cannot lah only money no character CANNOT!) mr i am a very nice guy but no very good looking??? (err... walk one step see one step lah) hahahaha okok above is STRICTLY for my self entertainment :)

hahaha DIE already. NEVER study still blogging. time check 1.30am. alot of things i wanna do after the promos. i think i am at risk of retaining. SHIT. STUDY STUDY. SUPER MUGGER HERE I COME!!! (can anot LOL)

replies to taggies: AYE BAZHANG tell u ar for once we have the same thoughts. LOL hello poeple UGG BOOTS?? SIAO AR! so hot in singapore u will confirm 100% chop stamp have HK feet. hahah GOT PUNT IN LAST SENTENCE!! who is from HK gracey baybeh!? u will than really have a part of him (his nationality at least). oh ya dumpling boy (ba zhang) dont be so SIMPLE minded LOL

adios going to sleep or study?? hmmm... food tml? good food?? pray to god pray to god.

ps: i cant stand ______________________!!!!!!!! bloody history **headache**