Zhi Zhu

hellos. have you ever once look back oh your life and think about a certain person and you go "Hell yeah, i am so much better with you out of my life." This eventually leads to you going on and wonder relationships change with time and how things will, perhaps never be the same again. your train of thoughts will than lead to you thinking "this is the last time i will let u into my life after this point u will never be here again. EVER" or perhaps more angsty thoughts such as say..." FUCK you why did u ever step into my life in the first place" or maybe u treat somone too well that they take you for granted. Hmmm... i m just rambling on lah. Some thoughts i have... :)

or maybe there comes another point whereby you just want to inflict on the other person the hurt e/she has inflicted on you and make them feel the same amount of hurt and loss. maybe? or maybe unconciously. i m not very sure either. but this is not very right is it?

ps the above is just my thoughts LAR. some thoughts and things i have always wondered about and now consolidating from both my clicking brain and experiences.

Well, what i can say about these experiences is the fact that they allow you to grow in some way. allowing you to see certain perspectives in life. your grow with these experiences and not get burdened by them.

On a lighter note, i think my brain works in clicks. i mean like the loghtbulb thing really clicks in my head lah! shittified. why maybe i shouldnt complain since my brain is actually working. hehs. DAH!! LALA FOO! i do really 100% chop stamp hope that everything is fine! CHEER UP!!!

talked with swee wei nadz emma yuans (though yuany nvr give much input except " aye bold the font right?") haha they think i am liberal. haha i m open minded i guess. LOL shall think about what they said lah, dont deny its make sense too PMS is not very good right. (but in my opinion its not a bad thing also leh. i mean if u really like/ love ( if there even is such a thing) why not right? yah lor. why not. so ironic i m doing a project on NOT hvaing PMS and here i am advocating it. okay lah maybe not advocating it i just think that of u all really like each other than yah should be okay lah but must like okay!! not FLING. notice i use like not love cos i think love is like not realistic. AHHH contradiction **slaps forehead**) my biggest problem with PMS is that it is not Biblical leh. if not ar... okay sounds wrong LOL

but i think the cue card issue today was damm funny lah! oh my!!

ahhhhh jamie BONDI making me do some egg test and it says this...

You are logical and smart. You are good at sizing up other people. You like to make friends. Be careful of a tendency to sometimes act cold or selfish. You're great at thinking up excuses when you tick somebody off! Sometimes you're a bit too quick to judge, but in general you have good social skills.

well what can i say? i m SMART. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
adios