shall not falter?

Hello. i feel like my faith has been faltering alot lately and i really hate it! urgh. why why does it have to be like this? my test of faith seems to be long and never ending. this passage summerises exactly how i feel...

26" 'Go to this people and say,

"You will be ever hearing but never understanding;

you will be ever seeing but never perceiving."

27For this people's heart has become calloused;

they hardly hear with their ears,

and they have closed their eyes.

Otherwise they might see with their eyes,

hear with their ears,

understand with their hearts

and turn, and I would heal them."

it would be so easy for me to work away and snort "whatever" but i just cant seem to do it. i choose to stay and struggle with this problem which i otherwise (if i dont believe in God and Christ) wont even bother me. ahhh is this what u call zi zhuo nie? Lol. :/ i dont know why but a little vioce inside of me tells me all will be alright all will be fine. and that God will be with me. can this voice in me become louder not ah! and take up the space in my heart that is filled iwth doubts and more doubts.

i think jiamin's post so loved really says alot.