Fill me up with positivity

Let us be thankful for the sunshine
our familes
our friends
and all the other people around us
who might not be perfect
but have their good side as well
the ability to fuss over tiny problems
(its a blesisng too ok! Some worry about things that threaten their existance!)
the ability to run as much as we hate the exercise
(hey we have legs to move ok!)
the choice we have to lose weight while some are starving
(some dont even have food to eat ok!)
and everything else that we might take for granted...

At this point in time i still havent storted out alot of things that i am confused by. i really just want to say hey screw all that and concentate on the block tests but a part of me just tells me that there is more to life than just exams.

Allow me to ponder and wonder about all these problems and hopefully, either in God or in me i will be able to find my answers. Ok disclaimer: i am still going to study ok! doesnt mean that i will waste all my time rotting in some forbidden corner its just that we all have our highs and our lows. dont be afraid to experince it.
some of you (even though you might not know it) have really made me understand this.

To love is never easy so one of the question is how far can my love go? how much can i love my friends. I mean if its family love will always be there. but have u ever asked yourself how far can you love your friends. how far will your love for them take you? a greater love means greater hurt and dissapointment that is for sure but than again if we dont show love we will never be loved in return or know what love is and be more apprciative of it? love is always coupled with honesty?

what is the condition of your heart?

whatever it is... life is too short to be fussing over things or worrying about things. Have faith and all will work out in the end.

Fill life with light and positivity and not darkness.
one day i shall be able to let it all go and walk away or no perhaps i will stay. i guess only god knows that answer for me (:

since my faith will lead me shall not need ta worry
gtg study! tata!