what would it take for you to understand?

sometimes i like to be melacholic and just ponder over life itself. sometimes things happend and i might not understand it at that point in time but as i progress on in life and as i try my best to walk with God alot of things start to make sense.
God speaks but as a human being, i tend to be forgetful sometimes.

focus on what is eternal. this phrase keeps coming back to me whenever i seek Him.

figured out something today... hmm.. my long lost answer has been found in whole and all along i knew the answer yet it was just so difficult. the answer is simple: unconditional LOVE. yep sounds duh right but trust me it isnt. some people are not that easy to love u know... haahaa

but i really really thank god for setting everything right. sometimes u just wanna pass the love around, its not that you'll run out anyway i have an everlasting source :)

i guess i have learnt something from this whole experience... and i am glad. have i come out stronger? perhaps. but i think what matters most is that i now have this awareness in me to hold back on certain feelings and just try and give my best. although this may not be easy and i may falter along the way i am still going to try. and as jiamin says: we are children of perfection. so yep.

what would it take for you to understand?
what would it take for you to believe?
what would it take for you to see it through my eyes?
why cant you see that there has gotta be more to life?
let Him in and let Him change you
how much can you do before you feel tired and exhausted
before the cycle repeats itself?
i yearn to see your life changed...

i finally understand what holy discontentment means.
how ironic considering that i asked the question

and i thank the Lord for keeping me safe in a crazy world.