its you i m living for

hi there. i have injured myself once again. i m so freaking prone to injury!! urgh. i ran (welll sorta) i would rather call it walking briskly and guess what? me being so damm injury prone i freaking fell. as in landed then turned wil my legs wide open and i wasnt even wearing any shorts. to my horror while i was proped on one elbow (bleeding elbow) i saw this guy behind me. i wanted to shoot myself. there i was in such a hideous position and someone had ta see. a auntie and a maid came up to help me up and the guy offered to carry my stuff and all. so you see singaporeans aint that bad at all! but my stupid knee wound is still oozing some sticky ultra gross liquid. why do things like that always happen to me?
oh and i think i am paranoid abbout the recent spat of terrorists events. today there was this burning smell on the bus that i was on. two people informed the bus driver and i was there like "Oh no Oh no!! how??? is there a bomb?? choi choi touch wood!!"glad to say that there wasnt any bomb on the train i made it safely hoome. there were some people who got off the bus like fearful for their lives so they zoomed off. (or maybe its their stop i dont know). but when i went back and thought about it i was thinking "eileen you are a loser man!" i mean i even moved to the front of the bus (this was partly due to a guy who was sitting behind me, he fell asleep on the handrail and was leaning too close to me made me feel damm uncomfortable la morever he was dressing did little to redeem him. i wanted to turn aroung and tell him to sit properly and stop breathing in my ear but looking at his size and the burning smell on the bus i promptly decided that my life is more important.) i exhibited the singaporean KIA-SEE behaviour. typical i guess since i m singaporean also WHAT.
i will get promoted to j2 WILL WILL WILL and MUST MUST MUST.
~you are my angel in disguise~