wah kau eh

okok i m back. again. my mood has been swinging like siao recently lah! i feel the need and the urgency of the exams yet at the same time i feel as though i need my own space. i need a sanctury where i can store my own happiness, find it myself and keep it there. i understand when people say dont place ur happiness in the hands of others and i know that it is not possible to do that like totally as human beings are interdependent but still... i get the gist of it. Be independent. have faith in yourself. that is always important :) recently i have been feeling a little insecure but its ok now i guess.

talked to jade that day and felt relief. she ar... i sometimes really dont understand LOL. but i really hope that she can find a guy that wil touch her heart :) haha she lets me unleash big time. thanks girl!

i suddenly feel like i need space. lots of it.