tou deserve all the praise. :)

hello! i can feel god slowly filling me up again. tiny steps at a time bit by bit. i admit i m still not there yet but i promise i will be someday at some point in time and i know god will lead me there bit by bit and slowly fill me up. i hope one day my faith will be far from just believing because of seeing what god has done for me. i know i will get there someday.

my turn to get my life in control to put verything back together. in this sense i m talking about my studies. i have to work hard so that i will not get retained. i will get down to doing maths after i finish this entry. watching dim sum dollies tml!! yipeee!!
i realised that my blog is becoming very religion based so dont mind me cos this is a phase that i m going through and a part of life where i need to decide upon many things. :) my mood has been experiencing quite alot of ups and downs recently cos the main thing that is bugging me is the whole religion issue. time and time again i have thought you know what forget it forget all of this. i dont need this and god and everything but yet each time something oulls me back. i know that god has been knocking at the door to my heart yet i have llocked him out time and time again. i will open my heart fully to him but for now....

i feel as though i am under a pressure cooker. i m gonna crack soon ok myabe not. but i guess ill only truly be free after the promos. hehs. after the promos i will go crazy!!! but now i must study. :) study i must and study i will yeah baybeh!

thanks to the guys in school for always making me laugh. (intentionally or unintentionally). Winners world rock and so does the berliners! LOL

cos i know my god saved the day and i know his word never fails and i know my god made a way for me! salvation is here!