i feel terrible. :(

sometimes there comes a point in life when something good happens and you feel well just entirely horrible inside out. it reminds you of how sometimes u let the devil in you act up. but than you think "hey, who is perfect anyway?" but a part of you already knows that u dont feel that great inside anyway. its all these sudden influx of emotions that kind of throws your life out of control in a sense. no not physically but at least emotionally. yes that feeling would have to be----- Guilt. sheer determination and of course the help of god will keep that out of you! for the lord is ALWAYS faithful. yes siree HE is always there and will never let you go. <3 shall go to church tml and focus all my heart and soul on god. shall find the faith, seek god and undertand the plans he has for me.

On a lighter note i dont think that i can wait for my trip to Taiwan (Na Duuuu Wannnn) to get my zhou jielun cd cos i will go bonkers by than!! shall go and get it tml after church should i have the chance!! :] tml my cousin's bibrthday KOREAN FOOD!! yay!! at some shophouse setting restaurant! shall bring camera and snap snap snap! oh yes DADDY bought me a new tv!! hahaha looks like no more camera for me. shall have to make do with the old one. its good lah but so BIG yah yah i very superficial i want PRETTY SLIM things. heehee. going to watch a TWIST OF FATE. somehow think that it is more worth it than watching DAVID TAO. i mean jielun would be a totally diff story but i think that tao ze's ticket is overpriced leh! so ex!! 168 (16-something) for the best seats!! wahhhhhh so ex! i might as well watch jielun with that kind of money! jielun only 138 leh! (okay lah maybe not only) but the thirty dollars i can save and makan lor. oh my later next year jielun also charge 16-something than i can suan le. :/

i think self confidence is something very important. yah okay i m being random i forgot what i wanna type. errr... oh yes ok. remeber. having your own identity too! i think like must have your own personality. and wah piang my thoughts jumping everywhere today!! argh. oh yes my brother is one calm guy. wait til my dad hears and i see how he sit there and play playstation. bu zhi hao dai. he is gg to be kuah kuah kuah very soon.

oh yes! i read my fellow granny bunny's blog just now lah. very touched. she say everything that i want to say but i have more!!! hahahahaha but i buey tahan alr for now my eyes ar drooping. aye not eyes is eyelids. LOL okay yah so i go load songs into my mp3.... than i ZzZzZzZzz.

toodles! :)