Feel your heart *thump*

hmm... i ahve been thinking recently. how many people in this world do things that they feel are so connected to their hearts? that they do things that come staright from their heart. i dont know why but i always wanna feel my heart, be connected maybe? or maybe be aware of the things that i do. maybe the feelings in my heart are what i consider as important or maybe can give me some form of regconition of what i do. perhaps...
the benefit of teh doubt is really important but for now i just wanna do my part and do it well.

i am contented at this moment in my life. i dont know if this feeling of peace and contentment will change with time. but all i know is that i know i am growning, learning more about myself each day. i am glad and thankful to the lord for many things which if i neme here will just go on and on. but the thing i am most thankful for from the lord is the fact that i am able to wake up each morning and look forward to the day ahead. look forward to what he has in store for me to make me better. <> how is it that i keep walking away but still think of coming back?

this blog entry the words seem to be flowing off my head. (errr expressions sounds weird) i learnt a very important lesson--- be contented with what you have. i think that by comparing yourself with other people just gets you no where. upon reflection i think alot ALOT of people have touched me in so mnay ways this year. so to all those who have touched me in one way or another. thank you! *bows* i realy think this year has been fruitful. it can be better definitely but this year has taught me loads. i really want to get down to thanking each and every person but i know this will really take a long long time. so give me another time alright?

friendship is alot of things but most of all it is to look beyond the faults of each person and look at the goodness in them. so many of my friends seem to have the same experiences which allows them to look at friendships from the same perspective as myself. :)

I am once again thankful for everything the lord has given me. every little thing.

i cant seem to put the whole feel your heart part entirely into words. but i guess the gist of it would be love the people around you even though it may be hard sometimes. and also i guess do things with a passion and zeal that will aloow you to look back and feel like you have no regrets.