I'm loving it papapapapa :)

today in school was just a mad bunch of laughter coupled with jamie delving under (yes under) the library desk to hide from the the door the earthquake i mean. and xinhui asking me if singapore had an earthquake would the both of us die because there will be a crack in the earth and me and her cannot jum over because we cannot even do standing broad jump. i didnt reply. LOL in lit class we were consumed with a totally mad bunch of laughter "oh papa" indeed.

There is this stupid adware in my com that i cant seem to delete. any ideas anyone? the stupid ads keep bloody popping up. oh bleah. on a better and lighter note, nafa is OVER. OWER. NO MORE. END. (sit and reach is so not part of the whole issue) and i tried my very best already. so yes i am satisfied. i guess i am a happy go lucky person. as long as i have tried my best at the point in time when the event hits me right flat in the face (and should i out of some suey reason or out of sheer laziness did not prepare) i will feel contented to just have tried my best at that very moment.

sometimes i want to learn unconditional love. sometimes things happen and i dont. sometimes i wanna try my best but i cant seem to find the power in me. this sounds like an excuse only because it is one. to learn to accept people for who they are and accept them whole is a really profound concept. But i wanna try and i wanna learn and i wanna see what i can achieve. :)

the life we live may be uncertain but uncertainty makes life worth living for.
and i have security in God therefore, i think should i draw strength for God i can conquer the giant with only a sling shot. :D