The Lid

VENTING AHEAD

wow. i m sick again. i hate being sick. i want to finde words to describe my current mood. the words that will tell u exactly tit for tat how i am feeling but yet i cant. i dont know what is stopping me or is it that i really really cant? is it now beyond my ability?!

the slightest thing irritates me even the stupid lame jokes about the backstreet boys which the stupid radio station djs were trying to crack. IT WAS SO STUPID. it is alomst as bad as SW's Dj-ing skills. why the hell is SW is a dj anyway?!

ah bah. i hate being like this. i need some adrenaline. how is it that in times like this i wanna seek god more. AND more. and not give a HOOT about the econs test tml. :/ i just wanna go to my room lock the bloody door and watch my VCDs without a TOOT given to others. ah bah.

I cant find the words. so this post will be rambling. this is it.

GRACE DARLING!! is u r reading this i really really really MISS YOU. esp after seeing u yesterday. we have to meet up soon.

the glass is half full. yes it is. trust in God.