Warped!

most productive day so far. managed to get five history lectures down my unwilling throat and read up to 399 fo great expectations. okay i'm not really done with history yet as Nicholas Tarling is not really making things any much easier but hey, at least something is done right! and i realised that my history's teacher's old notes dont actually make sense. as in some of his points are just plain irrelevant or useless?!

i have a weird vibe. i want to drown in all the books, i want to get exhausted and feel information flood every ounce of my brain, i want to lie in my bed in the mornings and be unable to get up due to sheer exhaustion! yes that is what i want suddenly. at this point in time i would find that whole experince actually reather liberating, Gives me the feeling that i am actually doing something to the best of my abilities.

Oh yes not to mention that stress makes me extra bitter and unstable. must be the work of my hormones. Today i went downstairs with the intention of getting some stationery and post it notes and the bookshop wanst open at like three in the afternoon. came home and my mother told me that the owner of the bookshop is a tai tai and she opens the bookshop "for fun". sigh. the luck of some people. my expression was like -----> -.-"
duh wonder she always give free gifts. LOL ask me for the addy if u wanna go.