Honesty, Trust in the Lord

i thank God for always being there for me whenever i need. even when sometimes i dont really really feel his presence but i know somehow or rather that he iwll always be my side. this week has been a really blessed week.

sometimes i sit on front of blogger and i dont know what to say even when there are like tons of thoughts gushing in that little mind of mine. today as i stepped into one of my last debate meetings a certain sentimental feeling swept over me. all the times in the year(s) when i complained bitterly that i had to attend debate when all i want to do is just to either (a) sleep or (b) go out with my friends. some memories of debate sessions start to make me think and me me wonder in amazement at God's plan for me. from the times i had my mojo to the times i lost it yet somehow i dont seem to regret any momnet of it. it made me learn and know more about myself that otherwise would not have been possible. all the competitions and working together as a team or just sitting around chatting and prepping of our case at swensens. the change of a LOUSY coach to a GOOD one. yes SHE was LOUSY. *am still bitter aboout it haahaa* its a whole dofferent kind of experience taht i guess i couldnt have done without :)

thanks to all my NY debate team members.

ps: return me my MOJO lahhh....God pls lehhhh....

human beings are all bound to fail us at sometime or many points in our life. the key is to move on and if possible, forgive. i feel tired sometimes but my energy source will not run out on me. sook comfort in the Lord. i need to understand more. i just dont understand some flaws and mistakes that people make... i am not perfect i know that but at the same time, why would someone do the things he/she does? i pray for more understanding and love in my heart.
i am learning slowly to depend more on God and less on human beings. He is afterall the almighty and because he is God he will never fail me. Wonder how life will be if i am not a christian. will i be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel?
give ur best. never give up!!! HWAITING!!

ask and you will recieve, whatever u need. (strangely relevant this month)