Let the wind sweep you off your feet

what is it like to walk in a park in autumm.
the weather's just turning cold and you have a cup of warm starbucks coffee in your hands.
you are wearing your favourite outfit.
that trenchcoat, those boots and the beautiful scarf.
you sit down on the bench in the park with the wind grazing your cheeks
you sit down at that specific bench
your best friend comes along and sits beside you.
both of you do not speak yet...
there is something so comfortable in the silence between the both of you
its almost as though there is no need for words
your years of friendship have definitely amounted to so much more that that
nope, no words need to be spoken
wouldnt that be nice?

haahaa i always thought that the scenario above would be so ideal. the friendship would be so special for the both of you. its like you all just know what the other person is thinking just by the smallest gestures even though nothing is being said. just some random thoughts...

woah today is a good day. enjoyed cell!! :) haahaa managed to talk to heng and confirm a day for kim sam soon outing and kit can make it too! hopefully nothing crops up that day. i really wanna meet them and watch kim sam soon together. man those two just bring me alot of joy haahaa the way i am talking about them sounds like i am talking about my kids. (touch wood) watched love letter and laughed my head off. shinhwa is so entertaining. haahaa

was having those one off moods the past few days. didnt feel quite right and even slightly down. but hey, its just one of those phases. i think God is trying to tell me to lean on him more as strangely enough the past few days when though i feel down it was very God filled. in a way i was very sensitive to the holy spirit. really thank god for all his blessings though i may be down at times and may dissapoint at times.

its necessary to find an outlet for all your fustrations once in a while. haahaa :P for me its like suddenly making random comments or just going AHHHHHH!!! or even muttering to myself. or comefort food. or korean enetertainment and even God. haahaa