Family and what knots

Family and what knots

recently as i get bogged down by all the work and stress i think its also a time where God has really blessed me with my family. He has really shown me how much my family cares for me. Sometimes in a family its not about the earth shaking events that you see the family unity its also about the tiny tiny little actions. Like how my dad remebers that i dont like tau pok in my satay beehoon or when my mom remembers that i like to eat certain food which i causally mention and she will get them for me (sometimes even i dont remember what i wanted to eat and she does) and aslo its about tiny actions like your younger brother pouring a cup of water for you when you just casually mention that you are thirsty.

i am really glad to have been brought up in an enviroment where i see the value of family. its just the way my family functions i guess especially since my WHOLE family is rather large. from sunday gatherings to functions and dinners, its this whole value and importance of family that has been imprinted in my heart since young (:

also recently learnt is the value of self contentment. i think that its very important to acknowledge that everyone has his or her own life to lead. even if its your bestest best friend. everyone at the end of the day have their own commtiments and family to go back to. one that you are not necessarily involved in. this may sound rather cold perhaps? but i guess it is something we must all come to terms with. its no point comapring what you have with other peopl, everyone is blessed but differently. its just like no one will have the exact same personality. same logic. i think at the end of the day we all have to be independent beings, making decisions that we can live with and not the world can live with. this to some may be a very duh reasoning but hey, more often than not (whether you realise it or not) these lessons seem simple but are actually the hardest to learn.

He is eternal therefore only in Him will everything hold and fall into place. its surprising how He changes the heart condition. i dont really fancy about talking about religion on my blog especially insights which i gain because i dont want to soung like some HOLY MOELY and also, i fear that i will not carry out what i say and have to face judegement from the people around me should i not fulfill what is necessary. but there times when i just want to pelt out everything, every inche every nook and cranney. so i just go with the flow. it is after all my blog yet at the same time i must be responsible for what i write. so complicated!!

we are still human afterall...