Hmm Words words where art thou??

Hmm Words words where art thou??

sometimes i really ponder to myself the words i can put across on this blog. there are just so many rules and restrictions on using a blog and being responsibile about the things you say that make me wonder if a blog is actually an online diary anymore. this week's bloggong experinece has been disturbing Haahaa. everytime i try to get online and blog i will be distracted by my MSN messenger which results in me closing my blogger window even before i rightfully begin on the entry. :( hence, the lack of updates.

yesterday in the toilet i was grousing (once again) on how i wasnt like brilliant. u know the kind of person that when the teacher says it once and SNAP! you totally get it. nope, not that kind at all. i am rather what you would call... slow in certain areas. ahhh must be the pressure of jc life gettting to me. can u imagine of i am brilliant than i will just open my *beeped out* econs text once and i will get everything. also helps in my subject combi if u have a darn good memory. my subject combi is one that is filled witha certain degree of uncertainty... heehee... we have LIT (uncertain of the crop) and than HIST ( slightly uncertain thanks to SBQ) and econs (uncertain cos of SBQ which i happen to be not so gifted in, in fact i am not gifted AT ALL in this subject so uncertainty plus 10). OH YES, and GP. GP GP GP. woah. need i say more?

but than again maybe this lack of brilliance is a way of ensuring that i give my best. ok lets see for my previous two exams it would be safe to say that i have indeed given my best (: maybe in this way its a blessing you know... no regrets.
hope that i will be able to say the same for my jc exams!

love to kill is airring tonight!!!!!!! oh rain (:
get ready tissue paper and tears...