spread the L.O.V.E

Wow. i have so much to say :) i wanna say some things to some people but we will get on to that later. Shall say that these few days are actually a learning experience for me. if a jar was a guage as to how much i hvae learnt the jug will be full right now. heehee. so pardon me while i try to sort out my thoughts and figure out the things which have overwhelmed me the last whole week.

I spent sometime/most of the time last week feeling stupid and insignificant. i didnt like the feeling at all. i think its very important for a person to have self confidence and self assurance. the oner liner "dont try to be somebody you are not" but yet there is just so much more to it. what happens when u just cant get along with someone? i dont believe in compromising my values to just to get along with that person. i think now that there is really something as some people are just on different soectrums of their lives. its not necessarily a bad thing and it does to equate to a person being bad its just that u cant get along period. :)

Fall to Fly- Corrinne May
On winter days the snow would glisten like a sea of diamonds in the sun
All bundled up in hat and mittens
I'd be out the foor and on the run
To the meadow my place
Beneath branches of icy lace
Arms held out eyes shut closed
I'd lean back and just let go

And I would fall to fly
A snow white angel I'd spread my wings to the sky
How I'd glide


But soon I craved the city lights
They seemed far brighter than the moon on snow
Turned in my wings for earthly things
Forgot the feel of clouds on indigo
I was strong, I was proud
Keeping both feet on the ground
I feared that love just like I feared heights
I just didn't realise

And I would fall to fly
A snow white angel I'd spread my wings to the sky
How I'd glide

'cause now You've come along
Like falling snow at dawn
You move me
And with you by my side
We'll soar
We will climb straight to the heaven's skies

Yes I can fall to fly
A snow white angel I'd spread my wings to the sky
Yes I can fall to fly
'cause now I'm gonna give love a try
Fall to fly

On winer days I wait for snow and then I know the angel flies once more
Fall to fly, Fall to fly

The song is so aptly describes my walk in Christianity nowadays i am amzed. :) must seek to improve...

Joy of the day: ARMY DAZE TICKETS ARE BOUGHT!!!! muahaha thank you DAH-NEE-LAH for going all the way down to j8 to buy. *bows* SIXTH role BAYBEH SIXTH.

Shout outs (:

Grace Heng i miss you!! owe me my birthday present!!! hahaha lets keep your fingers crossed and hopefully nothing crops up on friday ya? I MISS YOU!

Chantel. hey shep i hope u r feeling better alrights. :D you have a listening ear here. believe in god and this quote is for you my dear shepherd, may it explain what you might be feeling.

“God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them.”
Stanley Lindquist

Now that is all i have for you today the end. CHOP. :D